Shiny Pretty Things...
On a typical New Years, I too would be sharing a gorgeous photo of the fireworks festivities paired with good wishes from whatever city I happen to be in. But this year things feel different, not typical at all. I wish I could strongly engage with the feelings of positivity and hope that the new year brings. But this year the prevailing feeling is sickness. I feel sick that my fellow Jewish brothers and sisters are targets of hateful attacks simply for who they are. I feel sick because of the human, animal and land damage and devastation that the bushfires have caused to my fellow Australians. I feel sick thinking about the state of leadership that exists all around the world. All without any real resolution in sight.
Whilst I was sandwiched between thousands of perfect strangers waiting for the ball to drop and the firework display, I felt the collective sense of anticipation as we all herald in the new year. The exciting unknown and for some a much needed brand new start. But for me 2020 began with a swirling mix of anxiety, excitement, relief and that lingering sickness - the increased presence of the NYPD (thank you!) a stark reminder of the state of things. As I turn to leave, the colourful and vibrant lights emanating from the Empire State Building came into my view. And I want to gaze it for hours. The sickness dissipates and I feel happy and grateful.
So I guess what my wish for us all in 2020 is this. No matter what is happening to or around you, I wish that you have the courage to let go of the people, thoughts and things that cloud the light in your lives. And perhaps more importantly, I wish that you find the energy to engage with that which fills you and lifts you - even if it's as small as just appreciating pretty lights on a building.
Happy 2020 to you all x